Tears!

[jawid-jan]

Ashes of Tears

"I wish I could die, someday
Someday, somehow, someway.
To get away from
Tough true realities of life
To get away from
Limitless sorrows of life
To get away from
Deep deep darkness
To get away from
Inexorable sufferings
I'm living as a dead man
With no wishes, no hopes
And no target to cope.
I'm sick off artificial laughter
I'm tired off emotional disaster
I'm in a search of a way
To unbreak my heart
I'm in a search of a way
To get rid off this cruel world.
My tears are turned into ashes
My soul always go in hands that crushes
No one can find grief in my laughter
No one can see distress in my sparkling eyes
What shall I do
Where shall I go
I feel a spy on my every motion
There is penalty for my every action
I found my soul wandering in deserts
I found my being weeping on my prepared grave
Now to reach my final destiny
Oh to find mortality
Alas! I always pray
I wish I could die someday
Someday, somehow, someway.


Ashes of Tears>>><<< Written by ANNIE

[Sahar]

Salaam Jawid jan,
Nice poem, but very sad. :(
I don’t blame people for wishing they were dead, as Death is the easy way out. Imagine going through life with so much pain, suffering, problems… yet it doesn’t seem right to wish for Death.
Some times ago I was writing something about life and its obstacles we have to face each single day… It came to me that through life we fall so many times. Yet we get up, collect the little pieces left and start all over again. There are times we just want to give up, saying to ourselves lets just stay down. Don't bother getting up, saying ok I accepted my failure and I am not going to try again. I am just going to stay here and that is it….
It must make us feel at peace, knowing we don’t have to face any problems again YET that is not the right decision. We aught to get up, fight again, fall again… repeat this whole thing again. That is what life is, a struggle…..there is one thing that keeps us all going and that is HOPE. Lets never lose that.

[jawid-jan]

Originally posted by Sahar
Salaam Jawid jan,
Nice poem, but very sad. :(
I don’t blame people for wishing they were dead, as Death is the easy way out. Imagine going through life with so much pain, suffering, problems… yet it doesn’t seem right to wish for Death.
Some times ago I was writing something about life and its obstacles we have to face each single day… It came to me that through life we fall so many times. Yet we get up, collect the little pieces left and start all over again. There are times we just want to give up, saying to ourselves lets just stay down. Don't bother getting up, saying ok I accepted my failure and I am not going to try again. I am just going to stay here and that is it….
It must make us feel at peace, knowing we don’t have to face any problems again YET that is not the right decision. We aught to get up, fight again, fall again… repeat this whole thing again. That is what life is, a struggle…..there is one thing that keeps us all going and that is HOPE. Lets never lose that.

Salam Sahar Jan! Chitor hastind? hope you are doing great as ever. And Very well said, sis.

[Sahar]

Originally posted by jawid-jan
Salam Sahar Jan! Chitor hastind? hope you are doing great as ever. And Very well said, sis.
Salaam again,
Ma shukur khub, how are you Jawid jan?
And thank you. :)

[jawid-jan]

Originally posted by Sahar
Salaam again,
Ma shukur khub, how are you Jawid jan?
And thank you. :)

Salam Sahar jan sis;
It is very delightful to hear from you and especially when u r in a perfect health and prosperity. :)
I am also fine and thnx for asking.

TEARS! tears! tears!
In the night, in solitude, tears,
On the white shore dripping, dripping, suck'd in by the sand,
Tears, not a star shining, all dark and desolate,
Moist tears from the eyes of a muffled head;
O who is that ghost? that form in the dark, with tears?
What shapeless lump is that, bent, crouch'd there on the sand?
Streaming tears, sobbing tears, throes, choked with wild cries;
O storm, embodied, rising, careering with swift steps along the
beach!
O wild and dismal night storm, with wind-O belching and desperate!
O shade so sedate and decorous by day, with calm countenance and
regulated pace,
But away at night as you fly, none looking-O then the unloosen'd
ocean,
Of tears! tears! tears!

[Cutiest_Afg-old_nickname]

Very sweet jawid jan thanx for sharing:)

[jawid-jan]

Originally posted by Cutiest_Afg
Very sweet jawid jan thanx for sharing:)

Salam Cutiest_Afg. !
It is very SwEeT of YoU! I hope i never see those tears in ur EyEs. :)

:friends:

[jawid-jan]

Take all my loves, my love, yea take them all;
What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
All mine was thine, before thou hadst this more.
Then, if for my love, thou my love receivest,
I cannot blame thee, for my love thou usest;
But yet be blam'd, if thou thy self deceivest
By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
Although thou steal thee all my poverty:
And yet, love knows it is a greater grief
To bear love's wrong, than hate's known injury.
Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
Kill me with spites yet we must not be foes.

[afghan mariam]

tears.:'(.:(.lolll

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek

[jqaderi]

So many miles, so many tears,
everything will be alright is what I long to hear.
Although one day I know I'll be close to y'all again,
my heart is still in fear,
because there's so many miles, so many tears.
God forbid if something should ever happen to y'all, I want to be near,
because I'll always regret that I was so many miles and shedding so many tears.
Mom and dad if something should ever happen to me,
I want y'all to tell my sister's and my brother not to worry and not to fear,
for I will be watching them from a place so many miles, so many tears.
This poem is dedicated to all my friends who has been there for me throughout the years,
I want them to know that I love them and miss them
even though we're so many miles, so many tears!

[jawid-jan]

if you dwell very long
in a heart depressed and dark
be aware you've fallen low
in will and quest

a heart filled with grief
whirling and spinning endlessly
can never feel at peace

what makes you
tremble in fear
that's your true worth now

whatever seems to be
your healing source
is the cause of your pain

whatever you think
is sure secure and forever
is what has hunted you down

whenever your mind flies
it can only land
in the house of madness

whenever love arrives
there is no more space
for your self claim

a heart filled with love
is like a phoenix
that no cage can imprison

such a bird can only fly
above and beyond
any known universe

[Jasmine]

tears,
can be spken words of ur heart
while u r extremly happy and
while u r extremly upset

[~Cinderella~]

Ask rikhtam gerye kardam zar zar
Man namanam khat bemanad yadgar

[~Cinderella~]

Originally posted by jawid-jan
Ashes of Tears

"I wish I could die, someday
Someday, somehow, someway.
To get away from
Tough true realities of life
To get away from
Limitless sorrows of life
To get away from
Deep deep darkness
To get away from
Inexorable sufferings
I'm living as a dead man
With no wishes, no hopes
And no target to cope.
I'm sick off artificial laughter
I'm tired off emotional disaster
I'm in a search of a way
To unbreak my heart
I'm in a search of a way
To get rid off this cruel world.
My tears are turned into ashes
My soul always go in hands that crushes
No one can find grief in my laughter
No one can see distress in my sparkling eyes
What shall I do
Where shall I go
I feel a spy on my every motion
There is penalty for my every action
I found my soul wandering in deserts
I found my being weeping on my prepared grave
Now to reach my final destiny
Oh to find mortality
Alas! I always pray
I wish I could die someday
Someday, somehow, someway.


Ashes of Tears>>><<< Written by ANNIE

:cry: :cry: :cry: very nice

[~Cinderella~]

Originally posted by jawid-jan
Take all my loves, my love, yea take them all;
What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
All mine was thine, before thou hadst this more.
Then, if for my love, thou my love receivest,
I cannot blame thee, for my love thou usest;
But yet be blam'd, if thou thy self deceivest
By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.
I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
Although thou steal thee all my poverty:
And yet, love knows it is a greater grief
To bear love's wrong, than hate's known injury.
Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
Kill me with spites yet we must not be foes.

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that is so touching.
such a nice poems

[~Cinderella~]

these r such nice poems:)
merci all to share it ;)